The Bumpy Road
Well just when I thought life was going great I hit a large speed bump. I've been dating a very special person for the past 4 months and to me they have been wonderful to me. With this girl I felt feeling things that I've never felt before and I believe it also made life look better for once. For quite some time I've prayed to the Lord and asked him what is his plan for me and if there is anybody out there for me. He answered me and quite quickly at that. Even though I've known her for awhile before we actually started going out God showed me that she was the one or at least I thought. My thoughts were "Uhmm okay God this is a little unexpected but wow this is incredible". I actually didn't really think he'd bring me anybody until later on like around a year but only a few months later he answered me. As of tonight that all changed because she broke up with me and to be honest I just don't know what to do or say about anything. I keep praying to God and asking what's going on Lord please give me some insight here. I also pray for strength right now and that he can help me through this because I need him. I am playing that he can also find a way for this to work out so I will leave it in his amazing hands. So during this time I just ask for you all just to pray for me and support me.