twins (April 16, 2007 00:42)
Tonight Shige said that his heart is made by glass (so it is easy to be hurt) as the listener mentioned in the mail for the program.
I am very similar to Shige, as you know, so I thought that I am also such a person, I am weak and easy to be hurt, even from the very person who has a glass-made heart Shige's word.
He sometimes add thoughtless rude words not suitable for idols when he talks.
I know that I should not claim at him, but I think idols have to stand as professionals what the fan said, even the fan had a fault. It seems to be better to just ignore such fans. But Shige sometimes claims them when he felt bad from fan's letter.
I hope he is not serious, and maybe so, but as I am a person who has a glass-made heart like Shige, I sometimes become sad and think, "Shige, you should not say so. You are an idol. If you feel bad from fans, you need to ignore them. Why do you mention about it?"
And, as I am similar to Shige, he might be hurt too and regret for what he had said if he recognizes how I had hurt from him.
Shige also said that he sometimes dreams what he was worried about before sleeping.
He seems to be used to think too much.
Our age are different, but he must be my twin.
I am very worried about him. Making fans sad by using thoughtless words would make his fans leave later.
I know, I know that he must be easy to have a stress, so he has to take a rest sometimes, and he might use thoughtless words in such situation, I know. But....
I must be an abnormal. Because I love him so much even his words sometimes hurt me.
Yesterday I finally bought Kanjani's second latest single "Kanfu Fighting". I love this song, and the coupled song "propeller" was much better than I had expected. The lyrics are very impressive.
"When I see the world with moving propeller in my heart, I feel that it might be easier to go far away than before."
I bought 2 CDs. My bracelets are orange and green. :D