An Honest Update
Well It's been a while since the last one and a few things have changed but most of them haven't. Still living at home with the parents and it's not as bad as it sounds, it's mostly just coming to grips with the fact that I'm not in school anymore. And I know that sounds really dumb but it's more like I'm not sure what I should be expecting in a job because all I've really been doing is school for most of the past few years. It's like that super cool water that you just want to jump into but your not really sure if you can because it's just so chilly. Being so tentative isn't really getting me anywhere but I'm also worried that I have to start doing things now now now or the rest of my future will be screwed up. Either I make it big and do something really important with my life or I just accept that I'm not going to do anything special and just accept mediocrity. Not that mediocrity is a bad thing, it's just that I'm not sure which I'd rather have.
Having that sort of decision making open to me I'm just trying to do right by myself without screwing up too much. Hope it works out.
Having that sort of decision making open to me I'm just trying to do right by myself without screwing up too much. Hope it works out.