"Do... or do not. There is no try" - Yoda
If ever there was a time when action for me is to be taken it is now. I have no idea why I suddenly felt so emotional last night, or why I still feel that way now... I mean... I do know why, I just don't know where it came from.
I do know that I miss you so very much. I have packed a small bag and I will be heading out to the bronx tonight after work. I hope I can catch a few minutes of Vanilla's time. I just really need her hugs right now. I am keeping myself nearer because now I can. I hope she wants to see me soon.
I am sitting in the atrium computer lab at BC waiting for my class to start. Any writing I spill right now is just a matter of my wanting to talk to something about how I am feeling, and thats just what live journal is for.
Vanilla didn't call me to tell me she got home last night. I am a little worried. I always worry about that. I hope everything is ok and she is sleeping soundly at this very moment. I unwantingly think of bad possibilities when i don't hear from her. It's just one of my brain reactions. I would be so devastated if anything ever happened to her. She is my life, and large portion of me lives in her... in her everything. I love you.
I do know that I miss you so very much. I have packed a small bag and I will be heading out to the bronx tonight after work. I hope I can catch a few minutes of Vanilla's time. I just really need her hugs right now. I am keeping myself nearer because now I can. I hope she wants to see me soon.
I am sitting in the atrium computer lab at BC waiting for my class to start. Any writing I spill right now is just a matter of my wanting to talk to something about how I am feeling, and thats just what live journal is for.
Vanilla didn't call me to tell me she got home last night. I am a little worried. I always worry about that. I hope everything is ok and she is sleeping soundly at this very moment. I unwantingly think of bad possibilities when i don't hear from her. It's just one of my brain reactions. I would be so devastated if anything ever happened to her. She is my life, and large portion of me lives in her... in her everything. I love you.