Annoyed maybe?

Sep 23, 2006 18:38

I have been awake for only about 40 minutes now. It was approaching 6pm when I texted you. I was so happy to hear from you in that text and that you were thinking of me, and trying to help me get better, by filing the Rx for me.

Before you left I had a bad feeling that you were annoyed with me or dissapointed that I didn't feel up to going. I really wanted to go with you, we could have gotten so much done and I know that it must be scary knowing that you only go half a root canal. I would have comforted you if you needed it, and I still will. I said I love you as you closed the door but you hurried out and it was so abrupt, I just said "Hey..." because you didn't hear me. I thought I could read on your face "but I thought you were gonna come with me" and I was unhappy that I felt the way I did.

My stomach was messed up, I guess from the Robitussin, before you were ready to leave and you saw that. I started falling asleep in the kitchen when you were in the bathroom, which you didn't see. I got up and when I got to the room I felt like I needed to get in bed, close my eyes and rest again. After you left the house I fell asleep and I must have had a fever because I was tossing and turnig in the bed and I was aware of it. I kept slipping in and out of sleep seeing the blanket in some other position, then fixing it before passing out again. the bed felt hot and cookie made it worse, normally I feel completely comfortable, even with her there. I woke up periodically for a few seconds to cough up phlegm, and back to sleep I went. I feel like I am dehydrated and I have a headache now.

I just want you to come home. I am sorry I couldn't go with you kitty.
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