Privacy
UGH !!! i am not a happy camper today. i want my own apt so badly. i have lived away from family for 10yrs..and happily so for the most part. Currently, i am living with my older sister as her caregiver. i have no privacy here in her 1brm apt. i want to write in this journal but she is constantly at my back, being that the computer is in the living room. Her presence is a hinderance. It seems i have to explain every move to her. "where are you going?" " what are you doing?" "How's things with Mikol?" Always giving her 2cents about something so i quit saying anything. i have had a private life for the last 10yrs. i like it !! i am a homebody. i love my living space and am stingy about my privacy. i have neither at the moment. It goes against the grain of my character. In turn, i come off as curt and snippy. My family knows that this is easy for me to slip into. Its just me !! i am not always like this..just get into a mood now and then.
Forgive me.... just venting. What i need is a good beating. Whenever i get depressed or frustrated or just angry at life...a good thrashing knocks me down a few notches. i miss.......... sigh
Forgive me.... just venting. What i need is a good beating. Whenever i get depressed or frustrated or just angry at life...a good thrashing knocks me down a few notches. i miss.......... sigh