..life blows today..
..life is pretty shitty tonight. mrs. miilighan, my guidance counselor has been a dumb bitch the past few days. she wouldnt let me drop my 2 hard classes, even tho im doing bad in both, but apparently my moms gonna tell her to. then she calls up my mom today sounding all concerned saying shes worried about my state of mind saying i seem depressed. im not depressed im pissed off at her, she hugs me in public tries to act like my friend and says shit like, im not gonna get into college if i do this or i cant go there with those test scores when i have over a 4.0 GPA and decent results. all i want is a easy year. what reason would i have to be depressed, this is my best year so far, im having fun and enjoying myself. i mean i do get sad, but who doesnt, thats just teenage anxiety..
..so now i have my mom thinkging im on drugs or that i wanna kill myself er something. and now shes bitching at me about my phone, saying if its not back by saturday then shes shutting it off and i can buy myself a new one and pay for it myself. she thinks that ian is using it in his spare time er something, even tho he has his own phone and mines dead..
..and to top it all off, we got a bill today fer almost $300 from baystate medical. so she now also thinks im going behind her back for birth control. you have to be having sex in order to need birth control, and besdies that ive talked with her enough about it to feel comfortable telling her when i need it. and besides that i dont even know where baystate is. but we did find out that my tri-care card is missing, i have no clue where its gone to, and apparently if that issue isnt resolved i have to pay fer that bill. like its my fault. or if it is resolved shes pressing charges. she thinks one of my friends stole it and is using it, shes such a paranoid tweek. and my guidance councelor wonders why im sad sometimes..
..and now my mom and sister are fight and my moms crying, thats just great fer my mood. i hope larissa and jordan come up so i can try to have fun, and if not me and larissa can be bums together, ha. and i really hope school lightens up as well..
..one last complaint to get it outta the way and i shall try to make the next entry a pleasant one, i tried telling my mom im getting a tatoo when i turn 18 and she said the famous line, not while your under my roof and im paying fer college. at least m not like my sister going behind her back and getting them while im drunk..
..whatevs, done..
..so now i have my mom thinkging im on drugs or that i wanna kill myself er something. and now shes bitching at me about my phone, saying if its not back by saturday then shes shutting it off and i can buy myself a new one and pay for it myself. she thinks that ian is using it in his spare time er something, even tho he has his own phone and mines dead..
..and to top it all off, we got a bill today fer almost $300 from baystate medical. so she now also thinks im going behind her back for birth control. you have to be having sex in order to need birth control, and besdies that ive talked with her enough about it to feel comfortable telling her when i need it. and besides that i dont even know where baystate is. but we did find out that my tri-care card is missing, i have no clue where its gone to, and apparently if that issue isnt resolved i have to pay fer that bill. like its my fault. or if it is resolved shes pressing charges. she thinks one of my friends stole it and is using it, shes such a paranoid tweek. and my guidance councelor wonders why im sad sometimes..
..and now my mom and sister are fight and my moms crying, thats just great fer my mood. i hope larissa and jordan come up so i can try to have fun, and if not me and larissa can be bums together, ha. and i really hope school lightens up as well..
..one last complaint to get it outta the way and i shall try to make the next entry a pleasant one, i tried telling my mom im getting a tatoo when i turn 18 and she said the famous line, not while your under my roof and im paying fer college. at least m not like my sister going behind her back and getting them while im drunk..
..whatevs, done..