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At home now
I have to go to school on wednesday for two easy exams
Then friday I am off to Ben's place for a week
So relaxing to be in his arms again
Like it always is
Had a bad night tonight
Watching mum and dad, my bro and his gf all having fun
Singing to the love songs by the beatles
Kissing eachothers lips
And looking into eyes
My craving for Ben was at it's peak
At 9:00 he rang, but voice is only one aspect
Will I be able to handle distance with Ben
I want to move near him, yet current commitments will not allow me
The parentals do not help either
They don't want me to live that far away
I want to
What about what I want?
What about I live there forever and never come home
Never return to those who I once loved so dearly
Would I find that possible?
NO
I wouldn't
My family is to good to me
My family is first
My loved man is second
My commitments are third
Bed Time
ZZZzzz...
Amen
I have to go to school on wednesday for two easy exams
Then friday I am off to Ben's place for a week
So relaxing to be in his arms again
Like it always is
Had a bad night tonight
Watching mum and dad, my bro and his gf all having fun
Singing to the love songs by the beatles
Kissing eachothers lips
And looking into eyes
My craving for Ben was at it's peak
At 9:00 he rang, but voice is only one aspect
Will I be able to handle distance with Ben
I want to move near him, yet current commitments will not allow me
The parentals do not help either
They don't want me to live that far away
I want to
What about what I want?
What about I live there forever and never come home
Never return to those who I once loved so dearly
Would I find that possible?
NO
I wouldn't
My family is to good to me
My family is first
My loved man is second
My commitments are third
Bed Time
ZZZzzz...
Amen