TRAINS
I miss them all to often.
I purchased a dunkin doughnuts caramel coffee (LARGE) sip sip (fuck sleep) sip sip.
I have an affinity for black women. Something about their overall demeanor strikes me as welcoming. I do not neglect the distinction between the various classes of black women nor do I negate the inherent individuality each woman posesses (sp?) but collectively they make me feel good, in the open-arm aww baby kinda way. Black women have always been central figures of mental fixations... Frida, Naz, Tiara, LaKeesha, black bitch who dicked me over in class, Fadwa, Alisha, Ashley, Thelma. They have always been the subject of my humor in both benign and not so benign ways (I am sorry about the existence of the latter, sometimes I say mean things.) I need to figure out why this happens.... I am hoping it is the result of some underlying familial root tracing me back to Africa. To be black in America ::sigh:: it would be nice.
Horray for friends and France. I want to remind you guys that there is this black skater from France who performed in the olympics in the early late 80's/90's. I enjoyed her illegal flips... as did the world at the time... goodnight Sereie Bonelee (sp) goodnight friends.
I purchased a dunkin doughnuts caramel coffee (LARGE) sip sip (fuck sleep) sip sip.
I have an affinity for black women. Something about their overall demeanor strikes me as welcoming. I do not neglect the distinction between the various classes of black women nor do I negate the inherent individuality each woman posesses (sp?) but collectively they make me feel good, in the open-arm aww baby kinda way. Black women have always been central figures of mental fixations... Frida, Naz, Tiara, LaKeesha, black bitch who dicked me over in class, Fadwa, Alisha, Ashley, Thelma. They have always been the subject of my humor in both benign and not so benign ways (I am sorry about the existence of the latter, sometimes I say mean things.) I need to figure out why this happens.... I am hoping it is the result of some underlying familial root tracing me back to Africa. To be black in America ::sigh:: it would be nice.
Horray for friends and France. I want to remind you guys that there is this black skater from France who performed in the olympics in the early late 80's/90's. I enjoyed her illegal flips... as did the world at the time... goodnight Sereie Bonelee (sp) goodnight friends.