Onward and Upward
Hey,
I know it has been a while. Life has been crazy. I have been dealing with issues of all kinds. I just can't seem to buckle down and solve them until i find a place to live. I just saw a condo that i love and have placed an offer. Now the waiting game. I am trying not to get excited but you know the deal...
I also feel weird towards old friends. I haven't wanted to call them or visit. The few that i have has been out of obligation. Again i don't feel whole or centered or even grounded. It is hard to relate to people when your mind is bouncing.
I miss SPC K. I knew we would drift apart. It makes me sad.
On the other hand i have met some nice people, since coming home. I guess i just have to start my life over from scratch. New everything...
It's funny that i feel down cuz i have everything going my way. I am lucky, charmed, blessed. I guess i'll just put one foot in front of the other and see where it leads...
And The Road Goes Ever On.
I know it has been a while. Life has been crazy. I have been dealing with issues of all kinds. I just can't seem to buckle down and solve them until i find a place to live. I just saw a condo that i love and have placed an offer. Now the waiting game. I am trying not to get excited but you know the deal...
I also feel weird towards old friends. I haven't wanted to call them or visit. The few that i have has been out of obligation. Again i don't feel whole or centered or even grounded. It is hard to relate to people when your mind is bouncing.
I miss SPC K. I knew we would drift apart. It makes me sad.
On the other hand i have met some nice people, since coming home. I guess i just have to start my life over from scratch. New everything...
It's funny that i feel down cuz i have everything going my way. I am lucky, charmed, blessed. I guess i'll just put one foot in front of the other and see where it leads...
And The Road Goes Ever On.