You can't fight in here - this is the war room!
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Yep, so I've gone mental. More than usual that is.
Friday my mind took a walk off the map - I was completely psychotic and felt like shit. Called up my doctor, but she couldn't give me an appointment before Monday, tomorrow. I already had an appointment Tuesday because I had suspicions that I was going nuts...... well, the doc suggested that I take Alopam 10 mg maximum twice a day until I see her Monday.
My mom even came by, because I was a nervous wreck. I took an Alopam and slowly calmed down a little.....
Since then it has been better and better and I haven't touched Alopam since.
I can't believe how much my mental state is acting like a rollercoaster..... up and down up and down.
I believe it is because of me quitting smoking... think it was a form of self-medicating behavior and now I have nothing.... except food. Yikes.
Today I'm actually okay and have energy.... Mmmmph, wonder I've I've gone bipolar or something.
And now a random blast from the past:
Me from a 2005 shoot in Copenhagen.
Can't believe I've looked this good:
Yep, so I've gone mental. More than usual that is.
Friday my mind took a walk off the map - I was completely psychotic and felt like shit. Called up my doctor, but she couldn't give me an appointment before Monday, tomorrow. I already had an appointment Tuesday because I had suspicions that I was going nuts...... well, the doc suggested that I take Alopam 10 mg maximum twice a day until I see her Monday.
My mom even came by, because I was a nervous wreck. I took an Alopam and slowly calmed down a little.....
Since then it has been better and better and I haven't touched Alopam since.
I can't believe how much my mental state is acting like a rollercoaster..... up and down up and down.
I believe it is because of me quitting smoking... think it was a form of self-medicating behavior and now I have nothing.... except food. Yikes.
Today I'm actually okay and have energy.... Mmmmph, wonder I've I've gone bipolar or something.
And now a random blast from the past:
Me from a 2005 shoot in Copenhagen.
Can't believe I've looked this good: