Whiny Post
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So..... I felt like writing a post, but I don't really know WHAT to write. At the moment life seems to bore me. I know that that's not a very positive outlook on life, but it IS what I feel. Life has just been stuck in the same routine for quite a while now, and I'm sick of it. Me and my boyfriend have aggreed to get out more and do new things, because everything has just grown a little... well, 'same old, same old'.
So we went on a small photo shoot by a castle near here... Just to get out of the apartment, which we seem to be stuck in most of the time. It was really nice to get out, but I tripped on the asphalt because of a (very minor) hole in the road - managed to save my expensive Canon D7 camera, instead my left hand and my knees took the fall, LOL. So here I am with bruised knees and a bandaid on my palm.... Might I add that an anti-septic wetwipe pressed against exposed tissue hurts like a motherfucker???
Anyways, we got some good shots and just walked around for a while.... Enjoying the first day of sunny weather in a looooong time. For two weeks or so it has just been gray and rainy. So to see the sun and sucking in all the vitamin D possible was nice.
Tomorrow we are invited to a birthday party... meh, but we don't know anyone there except for the birthday-person. Sucks. But it's a good way to train those lacking social skills, I guess. It's just pretty intimidating to actually be there.... I doubt I'll manage to stay long, except if I get a lot to drink. Otherwise it'll simply be too nervewrecking. *SIGH*.... I know I have alcoholic tendencies, and I have decided to cut down on the partying. It's just boring. I only feel 'normal' and 'relaxed' once I am tipsy..... Sad, but true.
I hope you're all doing good out there. I think I'll go to bed soon, because I feel like this day doesn't have anything to offer except for me breathing - which I guess I should be grateful for.... But at the moment I don't really care. Apathetic... tired.... and depressed. Sorry for this whiny post, but I gotta vent somehow, right? Goodnight and sleep tight.
Here are some shots from the photo shoot, what do you think?:
Some autumn leaves
'The Holy Grail', as I chose to call it
SHROOMS!
So..... I felt like writing a post, but I don't really know WHAT to write. At the moment life seems to bore me. I know that that's not a very positive outlook on life, but it IS what I feel. Life has just been stuck in the same routine for quite a while now, and I'm sick of it. Me and my boyfriend have aggreed to get out more and do new things, because everything has just grown a little... well, 'same old, same old'.
So we went on a small photo shoot by a castle near here... Just to get out of the apartment, which we seem to be stuck in most of the time. It was really nice to get out, but I tripped on the asphalt because of a (very minor) hole in the road - managed to save my expensive Canon D7 camera, instead my left hand and my knees took the fall, LOL. So here I am with bruised knees and a bandaid on my palm.... Might I add that an anti-septic wetwipe pressed against exposed tissue hurts like a motherfucker???
Anyways, we got some good shots and just walked around for a while.... Enjoying the first day of sunny weather in a looooong time. For two weeks or so it has just been gray and rainy. So to see the sun and sucking in all the vitamin D possible was nice.
Tomorrow we are invited to a birthday party... meh, but we don't know anyone there except for the birthday-person. Sucks. But it's a good way to train those lacking social skills, I guess. It's just pretty intimidating to actually be there.... I doubt I'll manage to stay long, except if I get a lot to drink. Otherwise it'll simply be too nervewrecking. *SIGH*.... I know I have alcoholic tendencies, and I have decided to cut down on the partying. It's just boring. I only feel 'normal' and 'relaxed' once I am tipsy..... Sad, but true.
I hope you're all doing good out there. I think I'll go to bed soon, because I feel like this day doesn't have anything to offer except for me breathing - which I guess I should be grateful for.... But at the moment I don't really care. Apathetic... tired.... and depressed. Sorry for this whiny post, but I gotta vent somehow, right? Goodnight and sleep tight.
Here are some shots from the photo shoot, what do you think?:
Some autumn leaves
'The Holy Grail', as I chose to call it
SHROOMS!