What a terrible time

[masterofprawns]

So yeah...the last sequence of days has been hell...between having all the stuff to do, being stressed, and emotionally crushed...well I guess I'm ok?

so...on friday, I drove to greenville to meet leanna for lunch and to chill...I went to highschool with her and she was a good friend of mine. I always sort of liked her, but she was dating john. She called me up recently tbough, and suggested we get together and told me she had broken up with john. so i met here there...we had a good time...said a lot of stuff she apparantly didn't mean

so anyhow, I don't know why, but i started thinking hey, maybe we could go out, she seems to want to date someone, I'm single...it'll be cool, I'll ask her out.

So after I kinda slave away on the play, which was ok I guess...It gave me something to do and I got to hang out with richard and jen...always a good thing, but I called her back and asked if she'd let me take her out sometime, but now she was all like "Well...you know, I just don't want to date anyone right now" even though the other day she was so terribly emphatic about how she wanted to just find someone to be with. So yeah, on the last night of the play, I was once again eotionally crushed. So much for "i just want to have someone" oh well, I'm off. later