Holidays are Naught but Sorrow

[masterofprawns]

The worst few days of my life have for some reason occured on the stretch I only expected to relax and have fun. I left work the day before yesterday...to go to Rock Hill and enjoy a day of rest with Will and Sunni. It all went sour though, but not because of them. I forgot to call my mother to let her know I got to Rock Hill, and in response, she put out a warrant for my arrest on charges of Grand Theft Auto. If that wasn't bad enough, and that was far from the worst, but when I got back to Will's, I got an IM from someone I didn't know...but then I got one from Leah telling me Lina had been in a car accident and died with Ziggy. I bawled when I found out, and am still crying. She was one of my best friends, one of those people I could talk to about anything, and now she's gone. She's with her mother again at least...but why, why did they have to die the same way? And why did she have to die so young? I'll never forget her, and I don't think I'll be the same again. Lina...you meant alot to me...and you got me through the rough times, and I wish your life could have been happier. I wish you could have had the family you always dreamed of, and I wish your father had realized all you were and how incredible that was. I just wanted the best for you, and I always tried to help. I refuse to let you fade out like this...not when you spent your whole life trying to become something great...

"Maybe in another life
I could find you there
gone away before your time
I can't deal it's so unfair

And it feels
Yeah it feels like
heaven's so far away
And it feels
Yeah it feels like
the world has grown cold
Now that you've gone away

Leaving flowers on your grave
Show that I still care
(But) black roses and hail marys
Can't bring back what's taken from me

I reach to the sky
And call out your name
and if I could trade
I would

And it feels
And it feels like
Heaven's so far away
And it stings
Yeah it stings now
(The) world is so cold
Now that you've gone away
Gone away, gone away

I reach to the sky
And call out your name
oh please let me trade
I would

And it feels
And it feels like
Heaven's so far away
And it feels
Yeah it feels like
(The) world is so cold
Now that you've gone away
GoneaAway, gone away"
-The Offspring

I'll never forget you, and the only thing I can do for you is place you in song