Sep 12, 2005 21:30
Ok... I just spent all of this time updating my livejournal and I lost ALL OF IT! UGH!!! Not cool.
Anyways... Today was my day off. Always good. I had a good day. Sadly, I was awakened at 7:30am by a phone call that I decided not to take. It was my dad and I already knew what the message was going to say. He and I arent seeing eye to eye because someone said something that I agree with... and he thinks that I am out of line for agreeing. So I decided that I dont need this shit. Who is he to be mad at what I think??? Granted, it is about him... and its not a good thing... but sadly, it is true... and I am not going to be taunted and harassed because of my opinion on a matter. So I am not answering his calls nor am I returning them... and it will continue to be this way until my dad understands that I have a right to my opinion.
Then, I got another call at 9am... from work. Calls from work on my day off are never welcome... and I knew that it wasnt going to be good because they wouldnt call me in... so they were calling to bitch about things that very well could have waited until tomorrow. But no... Ji had to bitch at me today even though she is going to bitch at me again tomorrow and give me an ICN and a slap on the wrist... so why waste the time and bitch at me todat also? Ah well... I didnt let that bother me for too long.
So I woke up and I decided that I needed to get out of the house for a bit... So I went to see Dawn at work but she wasnt there. So I decided to go to the Tucson Mall and purchase part of John's bithday present. I know that he is going to like it... HOORAY!
So John went out to the field this morning. He will be getting back on his birthday... which would normally be good, but he will then have to work through the weekend. He smuggled his cell phone into the field with him so that he can call me... I hope he doesnt get caught with it... I dont want him to get in trouble because he wants to talk to me. He has already been on extra duty for 2 weeks... He doesnt need any more. I am planning another trip out there so that I can spend some time with him. John will be keeping me posted on the best time to go out there. I cant wait til I can see him again. I just want to be able to kiss him and hold him in my arms... and I want to be able to hear his voice and look into his eyes and just have everything be normal for a while... I would do just about anything to be able to be with him right now. Its really hard when the one I love is so far away... and not knowing the next time I will see him. I love him so much... I just cant wait til I am able to be with him.
But I think I am gonna go to bed now. Sleep sounds good. I know that I will have pleasent dreams tonight.... *dreamy sigh*