(no subject)
Alot of things have changed this past while. I've been staying in Houston for about a month, and I've grown even more hateful, if its possible. I hate the trash that walks the street here, the thirty year old divorced whore bags who hit on me in the check out line, the annoying little teen fuckers who think they're so badass playing basketball outside, and make that stupid arm gesture at anybody who drives by.
Let's just say I'm ready to kick major ass this school year. I''m not taking anymore shit this school year. The way people are so rude at my school is inhuman. Nobody tells them anything and I think its absolutely pathetic. Fucking pussies.
I hate rude people.
I hate ugly people.
I hate fat people.
Yes, its true. I hate hate hate hate hate people.
I hate relationships, I hate crushes, I hate stereotypical people, I hate wild teens who want children.
I love DIr en Grey, I love my friends, I love drugs, I love alcohol, I love pain, I love other peoples misery.
I don't even know why I'm posting this.
Half the people on here never talk to me, even though I wish they did so I could have a flase feeling of importance, so that maybe, just one day, I won't have to worry about everybody standing in line just to stab in me in the back. And I know they will one day, it's just a matter of time.
Theres nothing really good about me.. I can't draw, write, play guitar, or sing, even though I wish I could do all of those things.
I love to scream.
I want to scream in a band.
I'm already in one called The Nothing Box, but we haven't done anything in it yet.
I want to make a band called Dallas Fucking Flowers and the Smile Bandits.
Anybody want to be in it? It would be cool I guess.
Bye.
p.s.
I feel like getting back into e-mail now, so hit me up.
cloudblinx@hotmail.com