*dusts off hands*...and that's the end of that chapter
well i did it...i finished and submitted my application to UT...now all i need to do is get my transcript from Cy-Fair College sent tomorrow and things should go okay...at least i so fugging hope so.
i am so excited right now...but i feel the expectation of denial looming on the horizon...positive thinking has never been my strong point as many of you know.
i am going to be a nervous and anxious wreck till i know for sure...i guess i realyl shouldn't get my hopes up...just in case.
I can't help it though...i keep thinking of how it has finally come..my chance to go out of this house...and not have to return till i want to...the aspect of setting my own priorities...
...i'll just stop right there...and go back to my room and try to get my mind on something else...
why can't i just be happy and not feel like something has to always go wrong?!!...grrr...*kicks self*
i am so excited right now...but i feel the expectation of denial looming on the horizon...positive thinking has never been my strong point as many of you know.
i am going to be a nervous and anxious wreck till i know for sure...i guess i realyl shouldn't get my hopes up...just in case.
I can't help it though...i keep thinking of how it has finally come..my chance to go out of this house...and not have to return till i want to...the aspect of setting my own priorities...
...i'll just stop right there...and go back to my room and try to get my mind on something else...
why can't i just be happy and not feel like something has to always go wrong?!!...grrr...*kicks self*