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i think i think too much.
actually i kind of know i think too much.
i over think just about everything. especially the things most important to me. they're all i think about because they're all i care about.
it's exhausting. i wish i could just turn my brain off some days. just forget about things and just be comfortable with just being, existing. but i never have been one to just be. no, i ponder the importance of being and how to be and what everything means. i'm a thinker. maybe not a really intelligent one. maybe not one that puts all of my thinking to good use. maybe one that thinks so much she confuses herself about everything that matters. but that is one undeniable fact--i am a thinker.
look at me, thinking about thinking. sheesh.
maybe it's because i don't always have something tangible that i'm doing. so instead of doing i'm thinking of doing or what i should do or what i want to do. i'm not sure.
all i know is, once something gets my mind started, there's no stopping it. no once you're in you're really in. and i'll just think things to death.
i'm quite lethargic today. i think i'll go take a nap and discontinue this pointless entry before it becomes anymore pointless than it already is haha
actually i kind of know i think too much.
i over think just about everything. especially the things most important to me. they're all i think about because they're all i care about.
it's exhausting. i wish i could just turn my brain off some days. just forget about things and just be comfortable with just being, existing. but i never have been one to just be. no, i ponder the importance of being and how to be and what everything means. i'm a thinker. maybe not a really intelligent one. maybe not one that puts all of my thinking to good use. maybe one that thinks so much she confuses herself about everything that matters. but that is one undeniable fact--i am a thinker.
look at me, thinking about thinking. sheesh.
maybe it's because i don't always have something tangible that i'm doing. so instead of doing i'm thinking of doing or what i should do or what i want to do. i'm not sure.
all i know is, once something gets my mind started, there's no stopping it. no once you're in you're really in. and i'll just think things to death.
i'm quite lethargic today. i think i'll go take a nap and discontinue this pointless entry before it becomes anymore pointless than it already is haha