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I am sooooooooooo tired of being myself. I can't seem to get anything done. My life is useless, like it is now. I have goals and I know what I want from life but having so much free time makes me waste so much of my precious time. One problem is that I'm forgiving myself (normally I feel huge pangs of guilt --I still do but I'm being forgiving) for this and as a result I think I indulge in it much more. Six months of my life kinda wasted. I mean I'm making a lot of progress I think but it would all go so much quicker weren't I so freakin' dumb. Anyway, I'm leaving on Sat to visit friends and family, and when I'm back I hope to have changed things around and made a sensible plan for next semester/year.
xxoo,
mw
xxoo,
mw