WOOOOOAAAAAHARGH!!!
I am I am I I am I am I am I am...RUS! Shifting up right now to future aeonic feeling, touching on things we do not know yet. Through age of space, time, love, hate, feeling of numbness and everything else inbetween the cracks, this will pass on into this continuum. Target meridians of this body concsiousness activated to red zones and beyond; beyond denial and desire and to just being. Holding against the nuse of temptation while the slip up presses on while stuck at the mercy down in the pit of envy...the journey flashes elements at me of things that never really existed, but what my conscious mind made real. Seeing, hearing, and feeling all this does without a doubt make me feel like this, a slave to something that I did not ask for in the first place. The price paid for higher things cannot always be enjoyable and the thoughts and hopes for higher existence to a void-like state is encouraging. The cosmic lights in my head extends like a force of unlimited potential and the feeling is quite great I must say. Metaphor for the ravenous blade that lays across inside my head...GET UP GET UP GET UP! Lights that conjoin in complimentary delight with the darkness and neither really need to be there I suppose. This abduction from remnants of many sorts of things that never really showed itself entirely, but I guess really never had to... enough was shown.