>> Entry 3 << - Trouble
[makes entry and this time its private]
I'm in deep, DEEP shit right now. How the fuck did this happen? I haven't got out of my room for days and there's no fucking way I would let anyone see me like this. -sighs and thinks- I got to get out of here before they find out what happened to me, I already have my things packed and I cant even touch mugen now. It hurts just to be near it and I cant stand it.
I have no choice but to leave it here, I dont like it one bit but there is nothing else I can do. I will leave tonight, leave what I considered home and just...I dont know what to do after that. Fuck it, I dont need anybody, I always took care of myself and will continue to do so.
I still remembered the first time, I saw myself like this. One morning, I woke up to get ready for my training and when I headed to the bathroom, I saw myself in the mirror and nearly passed out. I was....my skin...the crosses over my forehead....my eyes. It couldnt be. I...I changed. I'm...one of...them.
Shit, shit...SHIT! I got to get out of here...I'll have to wait a few more hours then I will leave this place before they find out. Leave everything I've known. For once in my life, I feel....scared. This is so unlike me but...I just dont understand.
Well fuck it. I'll deal with it on my own.
I'm in deep, DEEP shit right now. How the fuck did this happen? I haven't got out of my room for days and there's no fucking way I would let anyone see me like this. -sighs and thinks- I got to get out of here before they find out what happened to me, I already have my things packed and I cant even touch mugen now. It hurts just to be near it and I cant stand it.
I have no choice but to leave it here, I dont like it one bit but there is nothing else I can do. I will leave tonight, leave what I considered home and just...I dont know what to do after that. Fuck it, I dont need anybody, I always took care of myself and will continue to do so.
I still remembered the first time, I saw myself like this. One morning, I woke up to get ready for my training and when I headed to the bathroom, I saw myself in the mirror and nearly passed out. I was....my skin...the crosses over my forehead....my eyes. It couldnt be. I...I changed. I'm...one of...them.
Shit, shit...SHIT! I got to get out of here...I'll have to wait a few more hours then I will leave this place before they find out. Leave everything I've known. For once in my life, I feel....scared. This is so unlike me but...I just dont understand.
Well fuck it. I'll deal with it on my own.