still

[master_mark]

she's just the only person that makes my stomache drop everythime i see her. just the only person that can not say a word and say it all. the one person that made me smile when their wasn't anything to smile about .. the one person that made my life worth while .. the only person that i completely trusted .. the only person that i've ever loved .. the one person that is so perfect in your eyes, that everyone else around her dis-appears .. the best thing that ever happened to me .. i wish i could say 'I wish i had never met you' but if i hadn't, where would i be? .. loving you was the best feeling in the world .. watching you slowly slip away was the worst .. was their nothing i could do? all i could do was watch, as the only person that mattered to me said good-bye .. now what? all of my plans had you in them .. now what am i supposed to do? why ruine something so perfect? but something tells me not to stop .. that this aint over .. one day she'll come running back to you .. well, that couldn't happen soon enough.. what did i do wrong? i mean all i did was love her with all of my heart =/

oh well sorry for the depressing update .. i've had alot on my mind lately i guess .. i can't stand to go to school and see her with that other guy .. but oh well .. time to suck it up .. it's my fault anyway right? ne way i need speak no more

love yall
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