A little advice from my secret stash...
Ive been noticing that a lot of people are depressed. I know how you all feel. As a fellow depresee, ive been there. I wrote the note. I was almost gone. There is really only one thing i can say, and that is you gotta look at the good. If you cant look at the good things you have and appreciate them then you cant be happy. There are just some things that will always get us down, but you cant let those things get to you. Another thing that helps is talking. Tell someone how you feel. Tell them what is bothering you and getting you down. Dont think that noone wants to listen either, because there will always be someone there to help you out. I know everyone is probably thinking, "what does John know. hes never been depressed." wrong. there was a time when i wanted nothing more than to be gone. I hated myself so much that i couldnt even stand to look in a mirror.I didnt understand why i felt this way but it just hurt.I was sad all the time.Sometimes i would just cry and wonder why i was alone. What was wrong with me? I dont think ive ever really recovered from that feeling but it doesnt controll how i feel anymore. Believe me when i say things get better. So everyone that feels like they are alone out there, you arent. If noone you know wants to listen, i will. Just know that there are people that love you and want nothing but the best for you. I love everyone and hope that you all get what you are searching for.