May 11, 2007 22:05
I have spent alot of time these past weeks working (or trying to) on my house. Unfortunatly there is a whole garage full of things that are not mine that I cannot touch. Likewise the basement suffers from the same issue.
regardless it has been a decent enough time.
The house is looking nicer everyday
I actually worked on some leather items and was very pleased to see them come out ....(one being a lovely collar for a Sub)
Work comes in enough to keep the bills paid and food on the table.
A-Kon is just a month away!!
My step-daughter is nearly a straight A student, and my son has done very well in his speech theraphy.
For myself I have tried to do alot of self-healing. Unfortunatly there is still alot to be done (and I apparently can't do it)
I have however been asked by a lovely Lady to do what I can ,Energy healing wise, for her. Our sessions start in 3 weeks during her school break.
I did get all our bills caught up, and finacially we have a small matress..(despite two auto repair bills)
Unfortunatly my personal cash is way down (yes I paid for some of the things myself) My goal to travel to New York during one of the BDSM conventions has been pushed back. As have several other plans related to that. (see desire to meet Susan Wright in person..lol) I know what I need, or what I think I need, and I might have found it there. Some one to help me find my self-worth.
Which has been nearly non-existant regardless of what I 'know'. My nightmares continue as does my theraphy. I will overcome this......eventually.
The new computer is great, and so far I have enjoyed my time playing Vanguard online. Though I still have not found anyone to link my character up to. Its still fun to solo.
I also have a new cell phone...817-231-3218...drop me a message or call ;) its always wonderful to hear from friends.
My best wishes to all of you.
May your May be bright, happy and Gay :)
BB