Feb 12, 2007 07:35
I was up and down alot last night
The nightmare went like this
People have a hole. It is deep, dark and so heavy that once your in it all you can barely do is lay there and breath.
Its that place that 'People' put those they don't want or like.
Its where they put me.
Pushing me down, struggling to get back up into the light.
Decending through the dusk till all that was about me was darkness.
Then the people turned on the light for a moment. Broke it and then left me in the darkness.
Alone in the dark. Unwanted and nearly unable to move.
Finally waking up I spent most the early morning hours in the living room with the lights on. Then managed to get back to sleep.
Then back to work for the week.
I have managed to look myself in the mirror a few times but today is going to be tough emotionally.
Regardless.....
The weekened went well. Busy and working hard to get groceries settled and the house straightened.
The end of my campaign went very well.
I hope you all had a great weekened
My best wishes
BB