semi m-day is here
The day of the move is here... sorta...
judgement day is present, my room is nothing but a leaking airmatress, a garment bag, and a stack of clothing lying in the vacant corner of my room... my only source of entertainment, this laptop computer, which my bro hogs all the time...
i leave tomorrow... doom and destruction will follow...
actually i only leave to singapore lol... but 5 days after the true m-day appears... mmmmmm.... lol well shit happens, life sucks then ya die, life's a bitch, life's a whore, life's a bigger fage than annabelle (that's pretty hard to achieve), lifes an BMF, life is life then you die... shit happens... all these things will ruin my life... i'll have no friends... i'm really such a dork in reality, like the biggest dork of life, i'm going to die in the freakin american school... it would be so much better if in international school cuz in reality i hate americans, so pompous and ethnocentric... and fat too, can't forget that... so in a way i hate my self.... hmmmm....
well summers starting the spawn of a new life (a sucky one might i add) and i'll be all alone and different just hoping some nice soul will put me under their shoulders and lead me to the right place... no longer am i the charismatic, (sorta at a lost words here) semi popular skinny bastard, but the loner actor crouching in the middle of the hallway, reading a star wars novel and playing with my figures... really anyone who thinks they know me, really doesn't know me, i'm so different than that of which you all think... only a few people here know me for who i truly am, and that person is not remotely close to who i used to be... creepy, but yes... i know half the people that know me now wouldn't touch me if they knew who i truly was, so i had to change... i'm sick of changing, i want to be me, the lonely skinny bastard trying to fit in, I would rather be myself than do that