It hurts so bad.

Dec 07, 2008 22:22

I was looking for my All-in-One printer software disc when I found this.
It was tucked away neatly in a basket on the bottom of my shelf.
I had totally forgotten about it, and it was a shock to find it.
It does not have a smudge or a wrinkle in it.

"Dear Brodie,
I am writing this letter to express my love for you.  If you ever have any doubts about my feelings for you, just read this.
You are the best thing thats happened to me in a long time.  I think about you constantly.  I cannot wait until summer when I can spend every day and night with you.
I love the days when we lay in bed together.  I could get lost in your blue eyes forever.  I think about what the future holds for us as I run my fingers through your hair.  There is no where else I would rather be and no one else I would rather be with.
Everytime I am in a store or just out with my friends, something reminds me of you and I want to get it for you to let you know Ive been thinking about you.
I know we dont have much in common, but that is fine with me.  If we liked all the same things, then there would be no excitement, no cute arguments, and no conversations.  Opposites attract Brodie, and we couldnt be more different.
I love how you are so open and understanding with me.  My crankiness can be quite ridiculous and unnecessary, but you put up with it.  You always seem to know what Im thinking or how Im feeling.
You are also very patient with me.  I know that "Fortress Gina" can be stubborn and cause you to think I dont want to be open with you, but it couldnt be further from the truth.
I want to tell you everything.  I want to be with you always.  I want to love you forever.  And I know we will be together as long as we both keep trying to make this work.  I love what we have and I couldnt be happier.  Please Brodie, believe me when I tell you that I love you more than anyone else.  You are everything to me and I would be lost without you.

And now I will leave you with a list of reasons why I love Brodie Lee Young.

Why I Love Brodie Lee Young
1. You take care of me.
2. My friends love you.
3. You would do anything for me
4. I can tell you anything
5. You put up with my dorkiness
6. You put up with my crankiness
7. You are the only one who is just as silly as I am
8. You make me feel loved
9. I am comfortable around you
10. You make me feel like Im the only girl you want to be with

Love Always,
Gina"

I just want to die.
I cant take this anymore :(
My heart hurts so bad.
Why does this have to be happening?
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