I'm moved in
So i just moved in, i haven't even stayed a night alone yet. I was so excited to finally be moving on with my life and now i'm fucking terrified.
I haven't been that great at making friends since high school. I had a couple people burn me really badly my first year of college, and ever since it's like a put a wall up around me that other people can sense so I just dont get approached by co-workers to go out or make friends. Now i'm alone in a new city where i literally know not one soul.
I dpn't wanna sit it my empty apartment all the time and get more depressed. I've been depressed since I can remember. Now i'm sitting here kind of freaking out. What if I never truly live? Will i let go of all the crap and meet new people and get a life, literally?
I'm so scared, i don't know how to let go, i've carried around this for a long time. I don't know what to do.. or how i'm gonna change my ways..i'm terrified.
I haven't been that great at making friends since high school. I had a couple people burn me really badly my first year of college, and ever since it's like a put a wall up around me that other people can sense so I just dont get approached by co-workers to go out or make friends. Now i'm alone in a new city where i literally know not one soul.
I dpn't wanna sit it my empty apartment all the time and get more depressed. I've been depressed since I can remember. Now i'm sitting here kind of freaking out. What if I never truly live? Will i let go of all the crap and meet new people and get a life, literally?
I'm so scared, i don't know how to let go, i've carried around this for a long time. I don't know what to do.. or how i'm gonna change my ways..i'm terrified.