Long time another Chapter comez though and begins
Dear, Live journal
I am writing you in reason of mah feelings me and Zana didnt work out which i knew to mah self it wasnt becuz yah yall know what happen there i really dont wanna say anything Im glad that Chapter is gone which now i am starting a new beganing in mah life,so i though now mo drama, more tears kinda like the song mo money mo problemz just in different aspectz my life is an open book you read for tha sapense and Drama than once you get there u close the book and say wow that was an turn of events than once u open that same book you start to look for the happy partz which in this book there is very few and when there is there is alwayz sumone sayin fuck you or sumone talkin about you there is Sumthin in a book that makes u confused and if u been readin my book or read a few pages of it u know 100% that happenz to me or ppl around me i write in here to Express mah feelinz at tha time soo i try to keep tha bad and make every one to have a Smile but how hard i try it cant happen or wont happen im i just anit good enough for you or what i try mah hardest to be all i can or no im just one worthless mother fucker u say u care fuck that u anit evea cared and i sure in tha fuck dont care but i have to care or i have to have that smile all I ask is to be treated as a adult do i no i get walked all over wit muddy bootz do i desvere that........
I act how i wanna act and if u anit backin me up u betta be packin it and leavin it Im a FuckIN O.G. at 15 u tell me if i cant back my shit up Cuz all be packin and Smashin anyone who walkz mah way now u read my book becuz i am going to continue to walk the how i wanna walk dress how i wanna dress act how i wanna act u cant Stop me Cuz mother fucker u cant match my level and now u read mah story i can tell your children man i knew mastaplaya i want to be rememberes as a person that was alwayz on top of thingz a person that is alwayz cared for a friend and loved one hopfully mah enteral flame well alwayz be lit in yah heartz. and u read this u think hes gonna kill him self im just expressin mah self soo dont take that perspected alright good
this part of my journal i Deacate it to a Special sumone
and tha person is HoLz this is to you becuz i love you and i know tha timez u been in and u know i wish i could change it i know we are ment to be but the milez thing is tha killa in our livez u know we well see eachother and we well hold each other i love you hOlZ
MaStApLaYa~ from tha WEST SIDE~
wit mah baby holli
I am writing you in reason of mah feelings me and Zana didnt work out which i knew to mah self it wasnt becuz yah yall know what happen there i really dont wanna say anything Im glad that Chapter is gone which now i am starting a new beganing in mah life,so i though now mo drama, more tears kinda like the song mo money mo problemz just in different aspectz my life is an open book you read for tha sapense and Drama than once you get there u close the book and say wow that was an turn of events than once u open that same book you start to look for the happy partz which in this book there is very few and when there is there is alwayz sumone sayin fuck you or sumone talkin about you there is Sumthin in a book that makes u confused and if u been readin my book or read a few pages of it u know 100% that happenz to me or ppl around me i write in here to Express mah feelinz at tha time soo i try to keep tha bad and make every one to have a Smile but how hard i try it cant happen or wont happen im i just anit good enough for you or what i try mah hardest to be all i can or no im just one worthless mother fucker u say u care fuck that u anit evea cared and i sure in tha fuck dont care but i have to care or i have to have that smile all I ask is to be treated as a adult do i no i get walked all over wit muddy bootz do i desvere that........
I act how i wanna act and if u anit backin me up u betta be packin it and leavin it Im a FuckIN O.G. at 15 u tell me if i cant back my shit up Cuz all be packin and Smashin anyone who walkz mah way now u read my book becuz i am going to continue to walk the how i wanna walk dress how i wanna dress act how i wanna act u cant Stop me Cuz mother fucker u cant match my level and now u read mah story i can tell your children man i knew mastaplaya i want to be rememberes as a person that was alwayz on top of thingz a person that is alwayz cared for a friend and loved one hopfully mah enteral flame well alwayz be lit in yah heartz. and u read this u think hes gonna kill him self im just expressin mah self soo dont take that perspected alright good
this part of my journal i Deacate it to a Special sumone
and tha person is HoLz this is to you becuz i love you and i know tha timez u been in and u know i wish i could change it i know we are ment to be but the milez thing is tha killa in our livez u know we well see eachother and we well hold each other i love you hOlZ
MaStApLaYa~ from tha WEST SIDE~
wit mah baby holli