Jul 01, 2005 08:11
i feel like one of my family members died, but not really he is jus a bagillion miles away :( daniel i miss uuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!! when u come and visit we will have the funn together and drink till we cannot see :D sounds funn huh! that or go pick up some babes :D :D :D yeah now u no thas wat u wanna do!! haha well ne ways lets seee....................................................................
lets go through the shit thas bothering me, shall we:
1) there is this guy that wont stop calling me, and like i cant understand him at all...its really pissing me off, prank call? i have no fucking idea, but like he kept saying georiga...and the area code for his phone was 904??? soo yeah im confused and pissed at the same time...he kept waking me up and i didnt wanna turn my fone off, because, because, idk i was tired and i still am i dont member y i didnt wanna
2) i didnt get ne sleep at all, cuz of that fag and cuz my head was racing with all this shit...god, summer was supposed to get rid of all this crap, this crap is soo not kewl at all, its frizzing my hair out...haha okay maybe not but that jus came outta no where :D
3) im in a fix, a big one at that and im the one who dug the hole, that will be my grave in the end, im the one who made it, and im jus making it bigger...this is crazy, and this is wat being single does...everything i do has to become complicated, and it always starts out with chics :/ haha go figure right? i swear i say hi and they jus fall madly in love with me...this is gettin outta hand....and like if u make out with someone... does it have to mean something? i mean i no it does sometimes, but then again sometimes its jus for fun right? this is fuckin insane.... i feel like someone is watching me on tv and like is laffin at me, this dramas a fucking comedy to them... when a commercial breaks in they rush to get their popcorn and rush back to make sure they didnt miss a breath i take... errrrrrrr
4) i need to find my get outta jail free card fast... im gonna start jumpin into the walls and stuff... yeah stuff... stuff like that.. oh now wat? haha damn its way too early right now.... its eight in the effin morning... i couldnt sleep at all either... errrrrr... ugg.. but yes every thing has changed, like i have foreseen, and well now everything is gonna be different from now on, and like im gonna dissappear next year for sure, im gonna stop being kewl and jus chill with the ppl i care bout and no they care back, thas it, and like im gonna keep to myself and be "invisible" yes i believe that will help out very much soo, and im gonna try to look as hidiouse (sp) as i can soo chics will leave me alone, either that or not be single o god!!! but then that would be all the wrong reasons to hook up with someone...no?
im gonna be a bum living behind mcdonalds... oh i see it now...