Jan 13, 2005 21:42
k so i kinda wanna apologize to everyone if i seem like a jerk or i'm just not talking to neone, idk, just feeling antisocial for the past two or three days. Don't know what to say, i kinda just walk through the halls by myself, not cuz i have no one to talk to, its just i don't wanna talk with neone its weird. I have many reasons why i keep away from people, but there was one today that i find much easier to talk to. Idk maybe its cuz we can actually have convos with out a need to be different and weird to keep their attention.
For me it feels if i don't have something fun to say then no one hear's me, its like its just boring people out, that's why she helped out today, i had fun talking because we could talk about nething and sometimes it would be funny and there was no pressure of trying to keep her attention cuz it was interesting. Well those are just my thoughts, so sry there wasn't nething funny in this entry, but since there wasn't i prolly lost like half of u b4 the middle of the entry lol ok well i'm off to bed adios