Re: Human females captured and milked
anonymous
October 7 2015, 02:03:55 UTC
It's a combination of things. Lactation almost always reduces the severity of periods, and since I've had to go off birth control indefinitely, it's a last ditch effort to manage my killer periods (and endometriosis) before surgery.
My health issues have also rendered me infertile. Even though I'm not sure I ever wanted children, now that I'm on the other side of my twenties, I'm trying to process the idea that I can't experience pregnancy and childbirth. I thought it would be nice to experience lactation since I can't experience the other stuff. And if I get enough milk, I'm hoping to donate most of it to a family in need. I feel like it would be a good way to get closure. (And, maybe I'm projecting too much onto Miranda, but I could see her doing something similar post-escape in this scenario. *shrug*)
But aside from all of that, this has been a kink of mine for as long as I can remember. I get a lot sexually out of the idea of forced lactation, and I get a lot emotionally out of the idea of nursing my partners, especially when they're not feeling well, as breastfeeding can relieve the drinker's pain or anxiety.
That said, I never would/could have done this just for fun, because it's intense. All the nodes and ducts in my breasts, underarms, even up to my collar bones, etc. are all rock hard and painful. Heat helps, but then the swollen glands just come right back every time I pump. Also, I'm so tired 24/7 that I can barely move. My work and homework have both really suffered. I miss deadlines because I never know what day it is anymore, lol. I spend 20 minutes every 2-4 hours attached to a machine that sucks the hell out of my nipples while rhythmically pressing them flat. That usually works out to about 2-3 hours total on the pump every. single. day. I eat more oatmeal than I thought was humanly possible, and I'm taking drugs 4x/day that can cause all sorts of complications, including weight gain, tardive dyskinesia, and even cardiac arrest. My nipples are so sore I dream about them falling off!
So yeah... this process is way more intense than I was prepared for, despite researching it all ahead of time. And 2 weeks in, I still don't have milk, which is normally. It takes weeks if not months of pumping, massaging, and taking herbs and medicines before you even get droplets. :( It would to be brutal to go through just for kinky purposes, much less if the inducee didn't even want to lactate! Some fucked up Mass Effect fanfic would definitely help me get through this slump, even if I end up writing it myself, haha.
Re: Human females captured and milked
anonymous
October 7 2015, 11:25:50 UTC
Dear god that sounds intense. I had no idea. Thank you for sharing. All fascinating background for what I fear will be my inevitable slide into writing this... I'm trying to stay strong but you're weakening my resolve, madam ;)
Would I be right in thinking that fantasising about being forced to go through all the shit you're doing by choice (and I appreciate that it's a hard choice!) would make it easier?
If so does that mean you're more on the sub end of the spectrum? Or is D/s not an appropriate way to think about this kink?
My best wishes in any case, I hope you get milk soon and that it helps.
Re: Human females captured and milked
anonymous
October 7 2015, 11:59:19 UTC
I'm a masochist and I can enjoy being dominated, but I'm not one to willingly submit to anyone without first undergoing a lot of pain and "coercion." Although someday I do hope to have the opportunity to be tied up and milked while being fed and hydrated with all manner of tubes, I don't consider myself submissive at all. I just like to be tied up and tortured in unusual ways, I guess.
Ironically, I'm actually a pro Domme outside of the bedroom (or I guess technically in other people's bedrooms?) but it doesn't do anything for me sexually. That's just where the money/demand is best.
Anyway, I suppose the appeal isn't so much about *me* being captured and forcibly milked. It's more about getting super turned on while also deriving strength from my favorite characters (especially Kelly, Miranda, and Kasumi) enduring things far worse than my cute little pink pump. But yes, a fill for this prompt would definitely make the process easier, either way.
I hope that clarifies adequately. My brain is a little friend at the moment.
Re: Human females captured and milked
anonymous
October 7 2015, 22:29:30 UTC
I just googled endomitriosis. Wow, I was already pretty happy about not having periods *before* I knew that they could escape your uterus and attack adjacent organs. Yikes!
I never would have guessed your angle on all this in a million years. I hate to be the second one to call your story fascinating because it sounds impersonal and dismissive, but I don't really know what else to say. "Good luck in your fight vs the uterus from hell," perhaps?
My health issues have also rendered me infertile. Even though I'm not sure I ever wanted children, now that I'm on the other side of my twenties, I'm trying to process the idea that I can't experience pregnancy and childbirth. I thought it would be nice to experience lactation since I can't experience the other stuff. And if I get enough milk, I'm hoping to donate most of it to a family in need. I feel like it would be a good way to get closure. (And, maybe I'm projecting too much onto Miranda, but I could see her doing something similar post-escape in this scenario. *shrug*)
But aside from all of that, this has been a kink of mine for as long as I can remember. I get a lot sexually out of the idea of forced lactation, and I get a lot emotionally out of the idea of nursing my partners, especially when they're not feeling well, as breastfeeding can relieve the drinker's pain or anxiety.
That said, I never would/could have done this just for fun, because it's intense. All the nodes and ducts in my breasts, underarms, even up to my collar bones, etc. are all rock hard and painful. Heat helps, but then the swollen glands just come right back every time I pump. Also, I'm so tired 24/7 that I can barely move. My work and homework have both really suffered. I miss deadlines because I never know what day it is anymore, lol. I spend 20 minutes every 2-4 hours attached to a machine that sucks the hell out of my nipples while rhythmically pressing them flat. That usually works out to about 2-3 hours total on the pump every. single. day. I eat more oatmeal than I thought was humanly possible, and I'm taking drugs 4x/day that can cause all sorts of complications, including weight gain, tardive dyskinesia, and even cardiac arrest. My nipples are so sore I dream about them falling off!
So yeah... this process is way more intense than I was prepared for, despite researching it all ahead of time. And 2 weeks in, I still don't have milk, which is normally. It takes weeks if not months of pumping, massaging, and taking herbs and medicines before you even get droplets. :( It would to be brutal to go through just for kinky purposes, much less if the inducee didn't even want to lactate! Some fucked up Mass Effect fanfic would definitely help me get through this slump, even if I end up writing it myself, haha.
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Would I be right in thinking that fantasising about being forced to go through all the shit you're doing by choice (and I appreciate that it's a hard choice!) would make it easier?
If so does that mean you're more on the sub end of the spectrum? Or is D/s not an appropriate way to think about this kink?
My best wishes in any case, I hope you get milk soon and that it helps.
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Ironically, I'm actually a pro Domme outside of the bedroom (or I guess technically in other people's bedrooms?) but it doesn't do anything for me sexually. That's just where the money/demand is best.
Anyway, I suppose the appeal isn't so much about *me* being captured and forcibly milked. It's more about getting super turned on while also deriving strength from my favorite characters (especially Kelly, Miranda, and Kasumi) enduring things far worse than my cute little pink pump. But yes, a fill for this prompt would definitely make the process easier, either way.
I hope that clarifies adequately. My brain is a little friend at the moment.
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I can't promise I'll get to this very soon. Or that I'll do it justice. But it's next on my list of things to fill.
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I never would have guessed your angle on all this in a million years. I hate to be the second one to call your story fascinating because it sounds impersonal and dismissive, but I don't really know what else to say. "Good luck in your fight vs the uterus from hell," perhaps?
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