Never too late to post, right?
So I've deff. neglected my livejournal for a while now: kinda been busy creating my myspace = ) But now its all good, and baby I'm back!
And so the update begins...
Summer has been craaaazy. The first two weeks were actually really cool, never a dull moment, always something to do, which is really something. But there's some even crazier stuff goin' on I promise.
The thing that sticks out in my mind most (it'll be obvious why) was Monday night at the concert. Aysha scored five tickets, and of course, I was one of the cool peeps selected to go, *score* ^_^, but all who went were me, Aysha, Mike, Amanda, and Cecily. It was really fun, and probably the first concert I didn't listen to the music much. Spent about 15 minutes tops in the pit over the course of the night, and the rest was spent getting to know someone I didn't expect to at all. Deff. a good thing tho, and even though I'm one to get really into the music and mosh and surf and bump 'n' grind, I really had a good time. Thank you ; )
On a slightly different note, I've done a lot of thinking lately, and it's actually really been eating at me. More today and late last night it's spent a big chunk of my mental energy...but still been floatin' around up there for a while. I've just been seriously thinking about life and my situation as far as moving back up to MA goes, and it really didn't used to be something of conflict until I recently started thinking about it more. As much as I'd like to report that Florida means nothing to me, and that I found no one of importance here, as easy as it would make it to move back, it's simply not true...
I realize that no matter what I do I'm sacrificing something I care about, and given I've already been down that road, I don't like the feeling of leaving my life, people I care about, everything I've earned and worked for up to this point, behind. I can't quite explain how I feel right now, it's just that I have to make a ch
And so the update begins...
Summer has been craaaazy. The first two weeks were actually really cool, never a dull moment, always something to do, which is really something. But there's some even crazier stuff goin' on I promise.
The thing that sticks out in my mind most (it'll be obvious why) was Monday night at the concert. Aysha scored five tickets, and of course, I was one of the cool peeps selected to go, *score* ^_^, but all who went were me, Aysha, Mike, Amanda, and Cecily. It was really fun, and probably the first concert I didn't listen to the music much. Spent about 15 minutes tops in the pit over the course of the night, and the rest was spent getting to know someone I didn't expect to at all. Deff. a good thing tho, and even though I'm one to get really into the music and mosh and surf and bump 'n' grind, I really had a good time. Thank you ; )
On a slightly different note, I've done a lot of thinking lately, and it's actually really been eating at me. More today and late last night it's spent a big chunk of my mental energy...but still been floatin' around up there for a while. I've just been seriously thinking about life and my situation as far as moving back up to MA goes, and it really didn't used to be something of conflict until I recently started thinking about it more. As much as I'd like to report that Florida means nothing to me, and that I found no one of importance here, as easy as it would make it to move back, it's simply not true...
I realize that no matter what I do I'm sacrificing something I care about, and given I've already been down that road, I don't like the feeling of leaving my life, people I care about, everything I've earned and worked for up to this point, behind. I can't quite explain how I feel right now, it's just that I have to make a ch