i'm going going back back to cali cali
I miss my home and my mother, but it looks like I get to go visit both next month! My school is sponsoring me to go to the Game Developers Conference in SanFran. I am so excited, mostly. I think I have an irrational fear of loss. While I am excited to see everyone I can't help but remember that I have to leave again. Saying goodbye to people is exceptionally hard for me and 90% of the time I end up falling apart and looking like a freak. I don't like this part so I don't want to go because I don't want to say bye to my mommy. This sounds stupid out loud but I am terrified of the moment where I have to be at the airport going home, my poor lil heart will break! I am even fairly certain that this one event being out there and closer every day is going to make it harder to enjoy myself, silly as it sounds. Saying goodbye to people makes me terribly sad.
I finished the website for the new kittehs and I love it. Http://sphynxology.com
Jon has been freakishly nice since he got back from Thailand and Robbie is still living with us. Nancy and Kim come over every day. I think lili is getting sick again, more tummy probs for her. Sami is like a little adult now, way too smart.
I put in my application for my masters degree as well, hear back about that next week.
I finished the website for the new kittehs and I love it. Http://sphynxology.com
Jon has been freakishly nice since he got back from Thailand and Robbie is still living with us. Nancy and Kim come over every day. I think lili is getting sick again, more tummy probs for her. Sami is like a little adult now, way too smart.
I put in my application for my masters degree as well, hear back about that next week.