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burst with everything. that is possible.
my heart is crazy.
school needs to start kicking in. for real.
god, my god, god where have you been?
we all have it bad off.
do we have it worse?
my friend's grandpa is dying
why do i feel like crying?
why is this so hard.
why? why am i acting like this out of the random.
why do i push everyone away.
why do i close myself off.
i sit here across from my two close friends.
are they really that close?
they do not even know. how do i hide this anymore without screaming?
should i make this private and hide how i feel or let everyone know how i am a really failure.
i do not want you to know how week i am.
my heart is crazy.
school needs to start kicking in. for real.
god, my god, god where have you been?
we all have it bad off.
do we have it worse?
my friend's grandpa is dying
why do i feel like crying?
why is this so hard.
why? why am i acting like this out of the random.
why do i push everyone away.
why do i close myself off.
i sit here across from my two close friends.
are they really that close?
they do not even know. how do i hide this anymore without screaming?
should i make this private and hide how i feel or let everyone know how i am a really failure.
i do not want you to know how week i am.