the calm before the storm

[mass0red0anger]

I sit unfaded
unaware..
A slight push,
a yell .. of angry sadness
And i begin to drown
Tension is thick and clouded
Emotions run cricles around my heart
I can't think.
I don't think.
I act....
I search for my ice cold oblivion.
Blood red angels swim above my head.
Silence at last.
I look to my left and fall into the calm before the next storm.
June 22,2004

some who read this will know what it means to me........