its been a month
to the day since my last post and life just has not stopped since then.
i have made many a friend and played many a game. wether those games have been sports or drinking ones isnt the point. the point is more towards the fact that alot has changed in a very short time.
i have made a better grades in college than i ever did in high school simply because i seem to actually care about what is gonna happen now. fear of being released into true adulthood has somewhat unnerved me it seems. thinking about what i need to do next and actually getting off my lazy bum and doing it has become less of a pain. this is strange to me. its a foreign feeling stress. its never really bothered me before... nothing really ever has. but lately life just seems to have this, "i need to do something about this now," kind of feeling to it.
but dont let all that fool you. i still party like its no one's business and i play ultimate frisbee the best sport ever. but even that has changed. i'm good now. in the past its been i'm ok. or i'm in the middle of the group but now... people look up to me. people actually seem to care about my opinions on what to do next in the series. young ultimate players ask me for advice.
truely life and my outlook on it has changed. who knows maybe ill keep on track and make all a's this semester. maybe ill be the Callahan award winner in ultimate this year.
i even have a job as soon as i get out of college if i want it doing sports med work or personal trainer work with a nationally competitive soccer team and start out makeing 56k a year. weird eh? its what i have always wanted to do. join a pro soccer team. only now i want to make them better not myself.
i have made many a friend and played many a game. wether those games have been sports or drinking ones isnt the point. the point is more towards the fact that alot has changed in a very short time.
i have made a better grades in college than i ever did in high school simply because i seem to actually care about what is gonna happen now. fear of being released into true adulthood has somewhat unnerved me it seems. thinking about what i need to do next and actually getting off my lazy bum and doing it has become less of a pain. this is strange to me. its a foreign feeling stress. its never really bothered me before... nothing really ever has. but lately life just seems to have this, "i need to do something about this now," kind of feeling to it.
but dont let all that fool you. i still party like its no one's business and i play ultimate frisbee the best sport ever. but even that has changed. i'm good now. in the past its been i'm ok. or i'm in the middle of the group but now... people look up to me. people actually seem to care about my opinions on what to do next in the series. young ultimate players ask me for advice.
truely life and my outlook on it has changed. who knows maybe ill keep on track and make all a's this semester. maybe ill be the Callahan award winner in ultimate this year.
i even have a job as soon as i get out of college if i want it doing sports med work or personal trainer work with a nationally competitive soccer team and start out makeing 56k a year. weird eh? its what i have always wanted to do. join a pro soccer team. only now i want to make them better not myself.