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I broke up with my girlfriend, i told her what I didn't like in the relationship, and now that I break up with her, apparantly shes done these things like leave her car club (which I never wanted her to do, I just wanted her to tell them i existed and stop having that guy own her when she was with them), and she also apparantly told her mum about me, so why didn't she tell me this before I gave her my letter explaining everything, I dunno...
All I know is that all of this is somehow my fault, even though straight up I was honest, I didn't keep Chloe a secret to anyone, when she went out with the car club boys and was drinking with them and doing things at parties with strippers I trusted she wouldn't do anything, and then when she did a pole dance performance at a bar which involved her getting topless, I still held my breath, I didn't like it one bit but she assured me it was fine...
Now on her side, I was kept a secret, and I even so much as hugged another girl she get all jealous and protective, completely uncalled for... So.. I was meant to just "deal" with everything she did, but she couldn't deal with me doing anything at all... atleast I wasn't getting naked infront of complete strangers.
Yeah I'm pissed off, of course I am, and Chloe if you're reading this, now because for once in your life you haven't gotton what you want, you'll maybe sit back, and consider other peoples feelings and your actions, all I ever felt like was a closet lover who at your command had to hide or come out.
Well I don't take that.. coz to me, thats not a relationship. A relationship is honesty, trust and compromise... what compromise did you give me??
All I know is that all of this is somehow my fault, even though straight up I was honest, I didn't keep Chloe a secret to anyone, when she went out with the car club boys and was drinking with them and doing things at parties with strippers I trusted she wouldn't do anything, and then when she did a pole dance performance at a bar which involved her getting topless, I still held my breath, I didn't like it one bit but she assured me it was fine...
Now on her side, I was kept a secret, and I even so much as hugged another girl she get all jealous and protective, completely uncalled for... So.. I was meant to just "deal" with everything she did, but she couldn't deal with me doing anything at all... atleast I wasn't getting naked infront of complete strangers.
Yeah I'm pissed off, of course I am, and Chloe if you're reading this, now because for once in your life you haven't gotton what you want, you'll maybe sit back, and consider other peoples feelings and your actions, all I ever felt like was a closet lover who at your command had to hide or come out.
Well I don't take that.. coz to me, thats not a relationship. A relationship is honesty, trust and compromise... what compromise did you give me??