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Saturday~ went to Death Row haunted house. It was so much fun.. I went with Ben, amy and sonya. It was scary at first but it wasn't bad after a while... One of the characters yelled Git 'R Done and so we decdided to start yelling that at the haracters as we walked by. Man you get on their good side if you say that...they don't chase you. BUt it was hilarious..the best part was after we were done...watching the people come out and have the guys chase them. We ended up staying and wathing so long that the guys came and tlaked to us.. that was cool..and they were hiularious. They make a ton of money too, 1100 for 23 days. I wanna go back again and go with a big group..that would be fun.
then today has totally sucked!! i just so many things. I know this is where God has placed me an this is where i am supposed to be but it is SO hard. I totally broke down today. just wasn't very fun. and me and my parents got into it. that wasnt fun either.. i hate doing that ..its sucks major. And there just so many things running through my head. So many things that i just want to give up but some of those i just cant and some of them i know i am supposed to but i dont want to. Thats whats tough. And then adding school ontop of everything just isnt helping. I am so looking forward to fall break. i need it desperately. i am trying so hard to stay strong but it is just difficult. i know its all worth it, but God is the only person thats going to get me through right now. And im trying to perservere in my trial like we've been talking about, its just hard.. i knows its not supposed to be easy but im not gonng lie and says its easy cause it not. The people around me are changing and all i can do is sit back and watch. life just sucks right now and i know i shouldt say that but its the truth...
"a man can have a strange effect on a woman"
i miss you.
then today has totally sucked!! i just so many things. I know this is where God has placed me an this is where i am supposed to be but it is SO hard. I totally broke down today. just wasn't very fun. and me and my parents got into it. that wasnt fun either.. i hate doing that ..its sucks major. And there just so many things running through my head. So many things that i just want to give up but some of those i just cant and some of them i know i am supposed to but i dont want to. Thats whats tough. And then adding school ontop of everything just isnt helping. I am so looking forward to fall break. i need it desperately. i am trying so hard to stay strong but it is just difficult. i know its all worth it, but God is the only person thats going to get me through right now. And im trying to perservere in my trial like we've been talking about, its just hard.. i knows its not supposed to be easy but im not gonng lie and says its easy cause it not. The people around me are changing and all i can do is sit back and watch. life just sucks right now and i know i shouldt say that but its the truth...
"a man can have a strange effect on a woman"
i miss you.