so confused
i dunno whats been so different lately. but theres something and i can not for the life of my name what it is. maybe i just need to do some more thinking and praying. in a way im kinda of just scarred. and i dont even know why. i just got in my car and went driving tonight and had a lot of time to think and im still at square one. i didnt get anywhere. i dunno im just lost and confused right now. maybe god's trying to tell me something and im just not responding. i just don't know what it is. but it's something huge. i just wish i knew what it was. just since yesterday in apush i started feeling weird. i dunno why. i dont know what to think now. a target has been laid on me and the past two days i think my heart and my mind have been in two totally opposite ends. i just gotta think things threw then maybe ill realize whats wrong.