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boredom is the number one killer of teenage girls. I've just declared it.
It was a good day. I went apartment shopping with Emo and Mary. It was really fun, and I think I've fallen in love with this one particular apartment *swoons*
I did have a little down spot on my day. I've been thinking about my ex alot lately (by the way he's not the one that I think I like) its not in any romantic way, I just miss being that close to someone. It's so difficult for me to connect with anyone, mostly because it takes a long time for me to make the connection. So its hard for me to date people I havn't known for a while heh. which makes dating complicated because most people arn't like that, most people dont date their friends. it just makes me feel so sad..
I want to care about someone like I cared about him. I havn't found a single person that I've cared about that much since. Don't get me wrong, I dont expect a year long relationships connection to happen on the first date, but I remember those first feelings I had, and they havn't happend since. It's almost like I lost the one person I was ment to care about, and I know thats not true, I'm far to young for that to be true. but its just not happening fast enough for me.
meep. thats a bit long. but its on my mind right now. oh. and Jasmina's birthday is coming up. *nods*
It was a good day. I went apartment shopping with Emo and Mary. It was really fun, and I think I've fallen in love with this one particular apartment *swoons*
I did have a little down spot on my day. I've been thinking about my ex alot lately (by the way he's not the one that I think I like) its not in any romantic way, I just miss being that close to someone. It's so difficult for me to connect with anyone, mostly because it takes a long time for me to make the connection. So its hard for me to date people I havn't known for a while heh. which makes dating complicated because most people arn't like that, most people dont date their friends. it just makes me feel so sad..
I want to care about someone like I cared about him. I havn't found a single person that I've cared about that much since. Don't get me wrong, I dont expect a year long relationships connection to happen on the first date, but I remember those first feelings I had, and they havn't happend since. It's almost like I lost the one person I was ment to care about, and I know thats not true, I'm far to young for that to be true. but its just not happening fast enough for me.
meep. thats a bit long. but its on my mind right now. oh. and Jasmina's birthday is coming up. *nods*