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So I have been kinda driving myself crazy for the last couple of weeks, and at site it would look like I'm doing it for no reason. I suppose to some it would look like for no reason in fact, but you see my doc has put me on this new med, and right off it made me gain weight, over 20 lbs within a month as a matter of fact. Now as some of you may know I have been fighting with my weight forever, it doesn't bother me to be as big as i am persay, but i know its not healthy so I'm trying to lose it.
So I have been driving myself nuts looking at gyms that i will never use, looking at weight lose products that i will never use, and wishing myself thinner, which doesn't work. I;m not really sure why i do that. I say i want to lose weight, but i really do hate to excerise, I find nothing in the least lil bit enjoyable about it. I'm not even a sports person, So i can't even play basketball as a form of exercise. So i complain, which also drives me nuts because i hate people that complain all the time.
maybe one of these days ill figure out something.
So I have been driving myself nuts looking at gyms that i will never use, looking at weight lose products that i will never use, and wishing myself thinner, which doesn't work. I;m not really sure why i do that. I say i want to lose weight, but i really do hate to excerise, I find nothing in the least lil bit enjoyable about it. I'm not even a sports person, So i can't even play basketball as a form of exercise. So i complain, which also drives me nuts because i hate people that complain all the time.
maybe one of these days ill figure out something.