Oct 05, 2007 18:06
I have been getting really depressed lately, one person comes to mind quite often now, and I couldn't stop thinking about her and what I have done to her, Jordan Baker. some of you might know her or not. I love this girl, cause if I didn't I wouldn't feel bad for hurting her. I think it is God convicting me, I don't remember His voice though.
long story short I feel bad, Idk what happened, but I was an ass and she moved and we started talking again, then we just stopped. now I cannot get ahold of her, I feel like I hurt her. I don't know exactly how, but I feel like I did. there wasn't any other girl. Idk.
but it is killing me inside, every time I she pops into my mind I feel like I have to puke, cause I cannot get ahold of her, *sigh*
Jordan, if you read this please contact me, I need to talk to you.
Love,
-Brian