Jul 24, 2006 08:44
Last night an old friend I hadn't seen in a long time came over messed up on pills. He offered me X , said he was going to start selling Xan bars and Weed and buy a gun.
Number 1. I am completely clean now. I don't smoke cigarettes, I don't drink anything with additives, not even coffee or soda. As far as substances go, I don't even like sugar.
Number 2. I'm a Buddhist and I believe that we create our own realities with our thoughts.
He kept saying, "No, you don't get it, I REALLY AM crazy."
And I had to keep saying, "No you aren't. Don't do this to yourself!!"
WTF!! PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP ON YOURSELF PLEASE DON'T!!! I cried and prayed last night for an hour, inspite of him waking me up at 3am when I have to wake up at 8am for work.
"Life's most awesome event is death, and death comes to all without regard to wealth, beauty, intelligence, or fame. Death is inevitable but how you die:
Terrified and Confused or with Confidence and Spiritual Mastery is within your control."
DON'T GIVE UP ON YOUR LIFE!!! This is only a test !!! We aren't here for very long!! We are souls inhabiting bodies only temporarily to learn and experience things for ourselves. It's a test of character, it's SUPPOSED to be difficult!! You must persist and do the right thing, not be lead by temptation. Everyone knows that but so many forget it.
I BEG YOU DON'T GIVE UP!!!