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I just had a wonderful experience I'd like to share.
I started my usual meditation practice and the vibrations
of my energy were getting stronger and stronger... I could
feel the music leaving waves in my body at certain points.
A certain tone would flow from the speakers through my
heart or lower back... then I "woke" in my sleep and
realized that my astral body was laying right on top of my
own body. ((Not floating)) but I was well aware of the two
as separate entities. I could not feel my body. It was all
numb. My heart beat felt far away and like I was no longer
controlling it, it was so slow and hard to feel. My breathing
was almost mechanical because I was no longer conciously slowing
it down, it was just slow and it too was far away.
I didn't dare try and move my physical body because I didn't
want to go back inside, I told myself to float. ((didnt' happen
cause I'm still a noob)) but I am pretty sure I met one of my
spirit guides.
He was very mischievious and told me he used to go to shows with
me. LOL! He said he also looks out for some of my punk friends
I only remember him saying Chris Red Cheeks. And he told me his
name but I forgot. I remember thinking my spirit guide looked
rather handsome though and I thought that was odd. He had really
well defined cheek bones and a jawline like Brad Pitt :D
He was so sneaky though, he took me to a show in this world and
it was like I returned and everyone at the show was suprised to
see me again. But then we left. Throughout the whole experience
I was so calm but at the same time content((excited but trying
not to return to my body)) that it was working.
I kept teasing him and joking cause he wanted me to be sneaky and
tricky and play jokes and have fun but I didn't want to get into
trouble. It was strange because he kissed me and I let him. It felt
natural and non-sexual. It wasn't making out. It was a spiritual kiss
duh, I'm talking about the astral world.
But then he left and I was sitting ontop of this roof with moss all over
it, and I was in a forest and it was all naturey and peaceful. God it was
beautiful and calm, I rememeber hearing thunder and light rain as if it was
really happening and a few times I wanted to peek into the physical realm
just to see if it wasn't raining here outside my window hahaha the thunder
sounded SO real!!!!
Then I saw these frogs jumping in the corner of the roof.
And there were pebbles that fell down the slope. I thought about how neat it
is that pebbles originally were one with the Earth's crust, and they slowly
chipped off and became erroded by the weather and over time became what we
now see. I thought how amazing it is to find huge rocks that haven't been
broken down all the way. When suddenly a butterfly landed in front of me.
I thought it so amazing and graceful that I just stared at it for the longest time.
Then I thought how stupid of me I should take a picture before it flies away.
And there appeared a digital camera in my hands so I took it's picture and stared
at it some more noticing the colors and the pattern on it's wings. Then it flew
around in a dizzy and landed on the left side of my throat. I was trying to get
a picture of it on my neck when my Dad told me that dinner was ready.
I slowly moved my body and got up. What do you think?
EDITED-----YOU WON'T BELIEVE THIS!!!
I told Chris on AIM about my weird experience and this is our convo.
subhuman: whoa
subhuman: crazey
subhuman: .....duuuuude you know what i was thinking when you were describing our dude//
KillDeathDestroi: huh?
subhuman: remember the story i told you of my friend JessJess. the one who got me into punk. the one who died when i as 8....
KillDeathDestroi: ya
subhuman: have i ever otld you about the constant dream i used ot have with him in them?
KillDeathDestroi: nope
subhuman: oh, well in the time when i had just moved out here, and me and izzy were still together, he used to visit me in a dream about 3 times a week. the dreams were so vivid and so real.
subhuman: and i would wake up not feeling sad and wanting to cry.....but instead ide wake up feeling liek a whole new man. like i could take on the world.
subhuman: well.....did your guy have a black charge, or a black hawk?
KillDeathDestroi: hmmm
KillDeathDestroi: it's hard for me to remember
KillDeathDestroi: like one of those things you try to remember but you just can't grasp it
KillDeathDestroi: cause at the time i knew i wanted to know what my spirit guide looked like so bad so I was trying to soak up all the details at once but now all i can remember is his smile and his jaw and cheeks
subhuman: yeah....
subhuman: bc jessjess had a very chzzled face.
KillDeathDestroi wants to directly connect.
KillDeathDestroi cancels request; no connection was made. (Note: For best results, you and your buddy should use the latest version of AIM.).
KillDeathDestroi: connect please
KillDeathDestroi: he told me his full name but i can't remember it now
subhuman wants to directly connect.
subhuman is now directly connected.
KillDeathDestroi:
KillDeathDestroi: it was like that
KillDeathDestroi: joker's grin and strong jaw
KillDeathDestroi: he was teasing me for no longer being a punk
subhuman: ....yeah...exactly like that...
subhuman: well not so muh a pointed chin....but prety much the exact same.
KillDeathDestroi: no it wasn't a pointy chin
subhuman: yeah haha thats somehing jessy would do.
KillDeathDestroi: this is so awesome!!!
KillDeathDestroi: Your friend is watching you and me!!!
KillDeathDestroi: XD
subhuman: holy shit...
subhuman: no dude like this is a big blow to the mind. im all light headed.....
I started my usual meditation practice and the vibrations
of my energy were getting stronger and stronger... I could
feel the music leaving waves in my body at certain points.
A certain tone would flow from the speakers through my
heart or lower back... then I "woke" in my sleep and
realized that my astral body was laying right on top of my
own body. ((Not floating)) but I was well aware of the two
as separate entities. I could not feel my body. It was all
numb. My heart beat felt far away and like I was no longer
controlling it, it was so slow and hard to feel. My breathing
was almost mechanical because I was no longer conciously slowing
it down, it was just slow and it too was far away.
I didn't dare try and move my physical body because I didn't
want to go back inside, I told myself to float. ((didnt' happen
cause I'm still a noob)) but I am pretty sure I met one of my
spirit guides.
He was very mischievious and told me he used to go to shows with
me. LOL! He said he also looks out for some of my punk friends
I only remember him saying Chris Red Cheeks. And he told me his
name but I forgot. I remember thinking my spirit guide looked
rather handsome though and I thought that was odd. He had really
well defined cheek bones and a jawline like Brad Pitt :D
He was so sneaky though, he took me to a show in this world and
it was like I returned and everyone at the show was suprised to
see me again. But then we left. Throughout the whole experience
I was so calm but at the same time content((excited but trying
not to return to my body)) that it was working.
I kept teasing him and joking cause he wanted me to be sneaky and
tricky and play jokes and have fun but I didn't want to get into
trouble. It was strange because he kissed me and I let him. It felt
natural and non-sexual. It wasn't making out. It was a spiritual kiss
duh, I'm talking about the astral world.
But then he left and I was sitting ontop of this roof with moss all over
it, and I was in a forest and it was all naturey and peaceful. God it was
beautiful and calm, I rememeber hearing thunder and light rain as if it was
really happening and a few times I wanted to peek into the physical realm
just to see if it wasn't raining here outside my window hahaha the thunder
sounded SO real!!!!
Then I saw these frogs jumping in the corner of the roof.
And there were pebbles that fell down the slope. I thought about how neat it
is that pebbles originally were one with the Earth's crust, and they slowly
chipped off and became erroded by the weather and over time became what we
now see. I thought how amazing it is to find huge rocks that haven't been
broken down all the way. When suddenly a butterfly landed in front of me.
I thought it so amazing and graceful that I just stared at it for the longest time.
Then I thought how stupid of me I should take a picture before it flies away.
And there appeared a digital camera in my hands so I took it's picture and stared
at it some more noticing the colors and the pattern on it's wings. Then it flew
around in a dizzy and landed on the left side of my throat. I was trying to get
a picture of it on my neck when my Dad told me that dinner was ready.
I slowly moved my body and got up. What do you think?
EDITED-----YOU WON'T BELIEVE THIS!!!
I told Chris on AIM about my weird experience and this is our convo.
subhuman: whoa
subhuman: crazey
subhuman: .....duuuuude you know what i was thinking when you were describing our dude//
KillDeathDestroi: huh?
subhuman: remember the story i told you of my friend JessJess. the one who got me into punk. the one who died when i as 8....
KillDeathDestroi: ya
subhuman: have i ever otld you about the constant dream i used ot have with him in them?
KillDeathDestroi: nope
subhuman: oh, well in the time when i had just moved out here, and me and izzy were still together, he used to visit me in a dream about 3 times a week. the dreams were so vivid and so real.
subhuman: and i would wake up not feeling sad and wanting to cry.....but instead ide wake up feeling liek a whole new man. like i could take on the world.
subhuman: well.....did your guy have a black charge, or a black hawk?
KillDeathDestroi: hmmm
KillDeathDestroi: it's hard for me to remember
KillDeathDestroi: like one of those things you try to remember but you just can't grasp it
KillDeathDestroi: cause at the time i knew i wanted to know what my spirit guide looked like so bad so I was trying to soak up all the details at once but now all i can remember is his smile and his jaw and cheeks
subhuman: yeah....
subhuman: bc jessjess had a very chzzled face.
KillDeathDestroi wants to directly connect.
KillDeathDestroi cancels request; no connection was made. (Note: For best results, you and your buddy should use the latest version of AIM.).
KillDeathDestroi: connect please
KillDeathDestroi: he told me his full name but i can't remember it now
subhuman wants to directly connect.
subhuman is now directly connected.
KillDeathDestroi:
KillDeathDestroi: it was like that
KillDeathDestroi: joker's grin and strong jaw
KillDeathDestroi: he was teasing me for no longer being a punk
subhuman: ....yeah...exactly like that...
subhuman: well not so muh a pointed chin....but prety much the exact same.
KillDeathDestroi: no it wasn't a pointy chin
subhuman: yeah haha thats somehing jessy would do.
KillDeathDestroi: this is so awesome!!!
KillDeathDestroi: Your friend is watching you and me!!!
KillDeathDestroi: XD
subhuman: holy shit...
subhuman: no dude like this is a big blow to the mind. im all light headed.....