Feb 18, 2009 09:37
Maybe getting a livejournal wasn't the best idea.
... But the laptop was just so shiny ... and it did say "turn me on" on the note.
It's harder than I thought it'd be. Talking to them all (who knew they'd be from the past, too?). I figured I could just keep track of them this way (after I joined, actually, but it's still a good idea!) and keep an eye on Emil and Marta too. But they don't have one anymore - I'm too late. They didn't even respond to my WANTED poster like I hoped (who knows what'll draw their attention?), so I guess they're not even lurking around the community anymore.
I'm not sure if that's good or bad.
Genis said they used to be here, though....and he's here.
Dad.
I want to talk to him, but I shouldn't. I told him to ignore me, so I'm hoping he does (I kind of freaked out when he commented, I hope that wasn't noticeable, guh). I want to talk to him. But I guess staring at his icons is enough (I wasted a whole hour that way). It's good - just to see him again. I can't chance talking to him right now (partly because he's from my past, mostly because I'll end up telling him everything if I do). ... I'll talk to him, though. I promise.
Genis also said they just killed Mithos. (Well, a week or two ago)
I've been thinking about him a lot. I understand him a lot better now, why he was the way he was. Dark thoughts.
Well, I guess that's it! I'm going to be a BNF, maybe having that title will help me get the cores. I already know what I'm going to icon!
private post,
unhackable post