...a life shattered...(revised)
You know...I've always gotten bitched out by other people when I speak my mind...but ya know what? Their lives are fine and one thing that I say throws them off. Well you know what? I'm effing sick of it. I'll say whatever the Hell I want to anywhere I'd like..especially in my own LJ or straight to someone's face. If someone doesn't like it...just don't read/listen. Simple as that. Read/Listen At Your Own Risk. I'm sick of holding in how I feel and yet when others bitch and moan about their petty bullshit I keep silent. No longer. My life has just been changed for the worst even though today was such a beautiful day. And why is it that I know first??? Because I was meant to..I was always meant to...no matter what anyone says. I'm always waiting to give encouragement, even when they don't understand. They never will, dammit. I get it. Ever had a truly broken heart...when you knew you couldn't change anything and that the other person will never listen to you...no. No, you don't. I was there...I will forever be changed b/c of it. Seen it every goddamn day of my life...heard it..felt the break. too bad, right? yes...it SI too bad. But I will never stop feeling this way, regardless of how any of you attacks me. I can stand up to it..I have this whole time. Why don't they see it?
"I hope you're happy...now that you're choosing this...I hope it brings you bliss- I really hope you get it and you don't live to regret it. I hope you're happy in the end...I hope you're happy...my FRIEND."
"I have been changed for good."
"Go now...GO NOW AND LEAVE ME!!!"
"You alone can make my song take flight...it's OVER now, the music of the night."
"I hope you're happy...now that you're choosing this...I hope it brings you bliss- I really hope you get it and you don't live to regret it. I hope you're happy in the end...I hope you're happy...my FRIEND."
"I have been changed for good."
"Go now...GO NOW AND LEAVE ME!!!"
"You alone can make my song take flight...it's OVER now, the music of the night."