Jan 27, 2005 13:56
Sooo...I just feel like I ought to get all my doubts and worries down on paperish. It's not paper, it's cyperspace, but who really cares.
1. My voice bugs me. It's really amusing because I hope to one day make a living off of it, but it annoys me. I think part of that is because I really wanted to be a soprano and I'm not. Not that I don't love being a mezzo. It's nice to have comments on how my voice has "some depth to it", but still, it's sort of upsetting knowing that I'll never be able to sing some of those great soprano arias. I do get Carmen though so that's cool.
2. I feel like I'm not going to get into college. There's not that much that's going to set me apart from the other people applying to the schools I'm applying to. I have good grades, but they're not phenomenol. I don't play sports. I'm getting my first job this summer. ACK.
3. I really don't want to do my history homework right now.