Something broke
If I ever decide to invest any emotions into an actor or anyone at my school ever again, I want all of my friends to give me forceful slaps in the face.
I hate males.
I hate males because, I realized at midnight last night when I should have been sleeping instead of crying and thinking about why I hate males, I trust them too much. I think this is because my father (rather than my mother like it is for most people) is the one who I have always trusted. He's the one who was always there for me as a listener/protector.
Anyway...fuck relationships. Hell, fuck hormones. I am so sick and tired of people making me cry. I am so sick and tired of people lying to me. I am so sick and tired of high school and Pleasanton and being the one who's "different".
I hate males.
I hate males because, I realized at midnight last night when I should have been sleeping instead of crying and thinking about why I hate males, I trust them too much. I think this is because my father (rather than my mother like it is for most people) is the one who I have always trusted. He's the one who was always there for me as a listener/protector.
Anyway...fuck relationships. Hell, fuck hormones. I am so sick and tired of people making me cry. I am so sick and tired of people lying to me. I am so sick and tired of high school and Pleasanton and being the one who's "different".