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today was so fucking retarded. like u dont understand. maybe im just gettin sick or smthng but i dont feel like doing anything. i mean i dont even care bout the mc2 thing. wtvr it was. either he's not attracted to me even when he's drunk (yea maybe he thinks im that ugly) or he was being nice, u know the whole not taking advantage of me thing. hopefully its the second one. but he is an ass... hole. i think. wtvr. my arms hurt. for no reason whatsoever. at least i dont sound completely horrible today. but i ate ice cream with jackie after skool so maybe i'll sound like shit tomorrow again. oh and the math test didnt help. i know many ppl were upset bout it too so i guess i dont feel as suicidal as i could be.
hmmm. i still have to do my eco commentary. which i'll try to do now. after this. and i just realized today on the bus that i havent played the drums in like 2 weeks. depressing much? yes.
lets try to find some good news. hmmm. edgefest yay, rise against whoo hoo. theyre rather ooer eyyyyjjah. can u tell im trying to make myself feel hyper. wednesday me karina bruno and emmanuel are going to yet another comedy show. yay. i cant wait. hopefully smthng will happen. eyy. oh and he really made me happy last nite. just bcuz. he calls me names. lol.
fuck i should really get out of this mood. i dont want to upset anyone else. just really confused in general. possibly having problems with my appearance again. dammit i hate it when i get so insecure. oh well wtvr. i must try and do my eco commentary. and its a good article too. market failure yo.
ps. cant believe i touched sven's nose. i petted it. wtf.
hmmm. i still have to do my eco commentary. which i'll try to do now. after this. and i just realized today on the bus that i havent played the drums in like 2 weeks. depressing much? yes.
lets try to find some good news. hmmm. edgefest yay, rise against whoo hoo. theyre rather ooer eyyyyjjah. can u tell im trying to make myself feel hyper. wednesday me karina bruno and emmanuel are going to yet another comedy show. yay. i cant wait. hopefully smthng will happen. eyy. oh and he really made me happy last nite. just bcuz. he calls me names. lol.
fuck i should really get out of this mood. i dont want to upset anyone else. just really confused in general. possibly having problems with my appearance again. dammit i hate it when i get so insecure. oh well wtvr. i must try and do my eco commentary. and its a good article too. market failure yo.
ps. cant believe i touched sven's nose. i petted it. wtf.